last day a year that you change a lot ' I think this blog is now "defunct". Read and follow with interest the blog of the new guys in the civil service because I know that writing is a commitment and it's nice to know to be read. promotes non-stop in the shadow of disappointment that what you do you do it at all. Everything, even the smallest, the most silent, motionless shake our selves, has the effect (the famous butterfly effect!). The moments of impasse, of passage are often the hardest, because you can not figure out which direction it is taking your life. We must have the courage to learn also from these moments, put in the subordinate position that we understand the meaning then, not now, it's too soon.
I reflected on the title of this blog: civil service, a year that changes your life. Well no, I can not say it changed my life ... the 2006 war in Lebanon, lived directly, it has really changed my life. Now I always fiber, grassottina, furuncolina Durbans with a smile (yes provocative little heads in 2006 was changed because
pppure lost weight, TIE). I can not, however, say that it is not changed in my inner self, the less visible. Yes, my life is always the same, with all its ups and downs, moments of difficulty, large awards that result from many people who love me with all their heart. I, a bit 'are changed. First of all, live in daily contact with people who have little or nothing, you insert a microchip in the brain called "moral duty towards them," to be happy with them, even when you're down, we laugh with them. and that's it.
And then, I do not know why I do not know how, but I learned to understand my worth, to have more confidence in myself, to bring on the "machine Oriana." And I feel more feminine, ready to be mom (dad quiet, I'm talking about a hypothetical future after finding her boyfriend, work, I got married in Portovenere in the church of San Pietro and have been around the world in eighty days to clear set my him).
Then the Civil Service is an occasion, beautiful to help us grow, evolve. It also depends on us, as we face it, this magical adventure. With emotion, accountability, openness and respect, one year will be really able to change a bit ', the better.
